Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Dear Diary #2: Out of Touch

Dear Diary,

I'm currently out of touch from the blog world.. and I'm missing blogging so much..

Little did I know that I have tons of problems and unlikely situations that I'm into for this week.. Ilang araw lang ang lumipas after ng weekend pero and dami-daming nangyari. Mga pangyayaring di ko inaasahan na darating at yayanig sa akin. Akala ko nalagpasan ko na ang mga paghamon at kung meron man na darating, kaya ko itong i-resolve. Pero hindi pala lahat.. Kahit pinatibay na ako ng panahon, may mga situation at pangyayaring hindi ko pa rin lubos na maintindihan at malusutan. Mga kaganapang di ko hangaring simulan pero ako pala ang magtatapos. Talagang literal na out of touch ako..


Angel

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Shinchan


** SHINCHAN **

Shinchan is a very lovable person that's why everybody likes him. Has very good sense of humor, sarap kausap, and very smart. No one will have a dull moment with him. Shinchan is an emotional-type of person yet strong. Malakas pa din ang loob nya na makipaglaban sa hamon ng buhay. Risk taker, ika nga. Pag may gusto sya, he won't stop pursuing it til he gets it. When it comes to the matters of the heart, he's a hopeless romantic. Parang si Miaka, Shinchan's friend, his partner in crime especially sa usapang puso kaya sila 'click'.. Shinchan never fails to seek Miaka's advice and she will gladly answer him back.

Shinchan is in love.. with Barney. They share the same feelings. But something's pulling them apart, commitment. Hope that whatever they're sharing right now would eventually grow into something beautiful. Hoping that the 2 of them would end up together happily.

Miaka



** MIAKA **

Ang friend ni Shinchan na walang palya sa pagbibigay sa kanya ng advices especially when it comes to the matters of the heart.. Miaka got hooked on Shinchan's affairs of the heart kaya naman 100% todo-suporta sya. Maybe she could somehow relate on Shinchan's adventures sa pag-ibig. Pareho sila todo magmahal. They would do everything for love, ika nga. Miaka will never leave Shinchan behind. She will always be present whenever Shinchan needs her lalo na sa mga advices. Sa sobrang hooked ni Miaka sa love life ni Shinchan, she can't help but kiligin sa palitan ng mga messages nila Shinchan at Barney. Miaka is wishing, hoping and praying that Shinchan and Barney will end up together happily ever after.



Dear Diary #1: Self-control test: Fasting

Dear Diary,

Fasting is primarily the act of willingly abstaining from some or all foos, drink, or both, for a period of time. (Wikipedia.com)

Im supposed to undergo a certain test later this afternoon. Part of the test is to submit myself into fasting.. Kinda excited yet afraid that no food nor drink is allowed for the next 10 hours. I only had sandwhich for snack at around 5pm and will have another one at 10pm. Everything's been set on my mind..

I came home so exhausted.. Been awake since yesterday and had no proper rest. The moment I laid my body on the bed, I fell asleep. My mom did try to wake me up for supper several times but she failed.

I woke up at 7am and I got afraid coz Im not supposed to eat anything anymore til Im done with my test. I let the chance to eat passed last night. Im starving to death..

I kept myself busy so as for me not to feel the hunger and thirst.. Read books, texted friends, surfed the net. I was busy browsing my FB account when suddenly my nephew brought a glass of soda. Without thinking, I hurriedly drank it to the last drop. F$@k.. I even nibbled some chips. Gosh!

My self-control test failed me.. It left me teary-eyed. How was I not able to stop it? The blame is all on me.. I must have forgotten it and everything happened unintentionally..

So, what now? Gonna start again.. Will do it on Sunday perhaps and will take the test on Monday.. And this time, I'll make sure I wont fail again.. It will be a success same as my test..

Angel

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Trabaho lang, walang personalan, walang kaibi-kaibigan...

Trabaho lang.. Nabubuhay ako hindi para magtrabaho kundi nagtratrabaho ako para mabuhay.. Para sa isang taong may hangaring umasenso, ang pagtratrabaho ay hindi isang gawang biro. Ang pagtratrabaho ay hindi nasusukat sa walong oras na pananatili sa isang kompanya. Ang basehan ay kung paano mo palalaguin ang iyong walong oras na pananatili sa kompanya. Kung paano ka matututo hindi lamang sa mga gawaing inatas sa iyo kundi sa mga taong nakapaligid sa iyo. Ang pagtratrabaho ay hindi lamang isang paraan para kumita kundi nasasalamin din dito ang iyong personalidad kung paano ka magdala ng isang sitwasyon at makisalamuha sa kapwa.

Walang personalan.. Ang bawat tao ay may kanya-kanyang hangarin sa buhay. Kadalasan sa mga hangaring ito ay sa pansariling aspeto. Ang isang taong may kagustuhang umunlad ang pamumuhay ay gagawin ang lahat para magkaroon ito ng kaganapan. Hindi nya alintana ang mga balakid na sa kanya ay pumipigil. Hindi sa kadahilanang wala syang pakialam sa mga tao o bagay na nakapaligid sa kanya, kundi hindi sya magpapagapi sa mga tao o bagay na humahadlang sa kanyang ninanais. Ang isang taong may pangarap sa buhay ay kayang tuparin ang kanyang hangarin ng hindi nakakasakit ng kapwa. Bagkus, nagiging sensitibo pa sya sa kanilang pangangailangan para lamang mabigyang-daan ang kanilang kagustuhan.

Walang kaibi-kaibigan... Mahalaga sa isang tao ang magkaroon ng kaibigan. Kaibigan na handang umalalay sa oras ng kagipitan at kasawian. Kaibigan na buong pusong nakikibahagi sa iyong tagumpay at kasiyahan. Ang lebel ng pagmamahal sa isang kaibigan ay kailanma'y di matatawaran. Ngunit hindi sa ilan.. Masakit isipin na may mga pagkakataong nasusubok ang pagkakaibigan sa materyal na bagay, sa mga pabor at kundisyon. Kalimitan, umaabot na sa pang-aabuso. Ngunit hindi natin ito alintana. Natututo tayong magparaya at magpakumbaba, marating lang ang ninanais niya. Dito nasusubok ang katatagan ng inyong pagiging magkaibigan. Darating ang panahon na kailangan mong isantabi ang personal nilang pangangailangan para sa ika-uunlad mo. Kung tunay na kaibigan ang inyong turingan, hindi nya mamasamain ang hangarin mo.

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Masyadong malalim ang pinagsasabi ko. Isa lang naman ang tinutumbok nito. Ngayon ko nakikilala kung sino talaga ang mga tunay kong kaibigan. Kaibigan na di umaabuso sa aking kabaitan. Ang sakit isipin sa haba ng inyong pinagsamahan, simpleng pabor na hindi mo naipagkaloob, nagawa pang masamain. Hindi nya alintana kung ano ang mga naibigay mo na sa kanya, ang importante maipagkaloob mo ang gusto nya, kahit mali, kahit di nararapat. Kahit unti-unting naaapektuhan na ang buo mong pagkatao, sa kanya balewala lang. Sana lang dumating sa kanila ang realisasyon na hindi ako gamit, tao ako.. Nakakaramdam din kung sobra na ang panggagamit sa akin, nagagawang magalit kung hinihingi ng pagkakataon. Mahal ko ang mga kaibigan ko.. Sana mahalin din nila ako tulad ng pagmamahal ko sa kanila..

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Masokista ka ba?

Masochism is pleasure in receiving pain...

Paano mo masasabing ikaw ay Masokista?
  • kapag alam mo na ang isang bagay ay di totoo pero pilit mong paniniwalaan
  • kapag alam mong mali ang kanyang gawain pero pilit mong itinatama
  • kapag mas ninanais mo pa na ikaw ang masaktan at magdala ng pasanin kesa sa iyong pinakamamahal
  • kapag nagawan ka ng kamalian, pisikal, pinansyal o emosyonal man, pero buong puso mong patatawarin at bibigyan ng mahigit sa isa pang pagkakataon
  • kapag sinabihan ka ng mga di kanais-nais na salita pero sa iyong pandinig wari mo'y isa itong papuri
  • kapag ipinagtatabuyan ka na pero pilit mo pa ring sinisiksik ang iyong sarili at magmamaka-awang tanggapin muli (kahit wala kang ginawang mali..)
  • kapag nahuli mo sa akto ng pangloloko pero pilit mong binubura sa iyong isipan ang nasaksihan
  • kapag nagbubulag-bulagan sa kabila ng kasinungalingan, panggagamit at pangloloko

... at marami pang iba.

Ilan lang iyan sa mga senyales na ikaw ay tunay na masokista.. madaling sabihin na kaya itong lunasan sa pamamagitan ng pag-iwan sa taong nanakit sa iyo at pagkalimot sa pangyayaring idinulot nito.. ngunit napakahirap na gawin!

Hanggang kailan ka magiging masokista? Hindi masama ang magmahal, maging mabuting tao, maging mapagbigay, maging bukas ang mata at isipan sa katotohanan.. pero dapat may hangganan.

Ang tao nagbabago. Lahat ng bagay sa paligid mo ay nagbabago. Sana sa iyong paglalakbay at sa patuloy na pakikipaglaban sa laban ng buhay, mawari mo na oras na para sarili mo naman ang iyong mahalin at makakilala ng mga taong magbibigay-halaga sa iyo.

Blog-cited to blog!

  • Been in the office for almost 12 hours

  • had breakfast with office buddies for 2 hours

  • travel time of an hour going home

... and I should be doing this by now: Sleep!


Yet I still dont wanna fall asleep.. For the reason that I need to blog.. Post, post, post.. You can't blame a 1st timer like me in the blogging world. Im so liking it.. 'So loving it.. It's like I feel the need to blog whenever I have something in mind and I can't let it pass even for a day..


Blogging releases the stress in me (a bit!) and freeing my mind from the whirlwind of thoughts.. And it's satisfying to see all your thoughts in writing, just how marvelous you are coming up with those things in mind.. It surprises me..


Haven't really had the chance to try wandering the blogging world but Im kinda up to it right now.. Wanna know what's in a bloggers mind, how she/he came up with this topic and how she/he manages to entice us by reading their blogs religiously. Curiosity starts killing me..



Tuesday, July 20, 2010

MARQ



MARQ...

My best bud.. the sole person behind this blog-making habit..

If not for him, I wouldn't have this post.. I got fascinated and amazed as to how he's able to manage his blogsite, fill it up with lots of stories and earn himself money just by writing.. He said blogging doesn't have to have a serious or academic-related topics for readers/co-bloggers to follow you.. Just make sense out of your blogs!!!

Thanks for opening this new door in my life, where I can share all my ideals, passion, thoughts and vision.. where I can write down all the pain and heartches I feel inside.. where I can brag all my achievements and rewards.. where I can teach people of the same fate as me on how to be strong, confident & competitive as we continue on battling life's struggles..

My biggest thanks goes to my best buddy, Marq, a true-blooded blogger himself.. I ♥ U..




Welcome..

Whoo! Can't believe I'm creating my own blog site.. I haven't had the slightest idea that I would create a blog site the fact that I'm not really into writing (though I excel in written as compared to verbal.. )
I'd normally prefer a planner where I can jot down all my notes and thoughts on life.. But planner nowadays are getting bigger and broader, and my shoulder's already aching carrying it in my bag.. such a pain!
Never really thought I would see myself blogging and, who knows, in due time , this might be a good source of income for me.. $$$$ I just need to prep my mind with thoughts, ideas and visions that I would like to impart on my readers/followers..
So, bloggers, here I come..
(soo excited!)

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