Will I be Missed?

This is in line with my previous post. We will be missing a lot of people as they get to be transferred to another account. But I, myself, will be doing the same. Not that I will be transferred. I will be leaving them as well. Leaving by resigning.


Yes. I am resigning. It's been 4 fruitful years that I spent alone with S***l, and I believe, that it's about time that I take my life and career seriously. S***l helped me a lot in terms of my financial needs and career growth, but I needed more. I know my friends would understand me,  and they know it whole heartedly that I really don't want to leave them if not for these reasons. 


Career-wise, I've taken the next step. I've been off the phones for a year now. Who would dare leave that kind of post? Doing nothing, just manning the staffing and some floorwalks. But doing nothing is not healthy. I would rather take in calls. It's not everyday that I will man the staffing. It's not everyday that I get to take sup calls. It's not everyday that we will have activities on the floor that I need to facilitate. Doing nothing is more stressful as compared to an agent taking an 8 hour-worth of calls.


Some offered me to take it to the next level. To apply for a higher post. But I'd rather not. Simply for one reason: Politics. No matter how good someone is but if he hasn't the charisma to woo everyone, his efforts would only gone to waste. In this industry, it's a dog-eat-dog world. Someone could get promoted, lacking the skills, but has the boss' attention. And me, the silent type, the wall flower-type, the Im-not-gonna-kiss-my-boss'-ass-to-get-promoted, won't do such. I maybe silent but I am competitive. And I can even you give you numbers. 


But it's hard to fathom how come it's not being practice? So how do you pick who qualifies for the post? 


Much for career issues, I still can't believe that I am now counting my days and I'll be leaving them. It hasn't sinked in to me yet, not until April comes. I haven't polished yet my letter, haven't turned over the things. Really have no idea that I'll be leaving before this month ends.

I will definitely miss everyone. I'm trying to fight the thinking that I'm gonna cry on my last day. To bid them farewell. If I'm gonna place this to bet, I will lose. 


For now, I'm gonna make the most of my remaining days. I told my friends not to make me feel upset but to keep me happy all through out my stay. I want happy thoughts. 


I want to be remembered. I want to be missed. I know I will be..