Dear Diary,
After 5 fruitful years, it's over..
I'd like to take this spot to air my side. To let you know how I feel, of what would become of me after this. I'm still questioning myself: WHY, WHAT, WHEN, HOW?
Why did you have to stop from loving me? Was it because of someone else? Was it just a natural feeling to fell out of love? I can hardly accept the fact that someone has taken my place in your heart. Was she far beautiful than me? Was she able to provide things I'm not capable of giving? I did my part but, I guess, wasn't really enough to bring you happiness and contentment. I promised myself not to feel bitterness as it wouldn't even do me any good. Whatever you've seen on her, whatever she have given you, hope that brought you satisfaction.
My thoughts are scattered, don't know where to start. Maybe I should be thanking you first. Thank you for being my friend and lover for 5 years. You've brought me happiness & smile on my face. I thanked you for what you've given me. For the countless sweet nothings, 'blongpish', 'pinchut'..
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geez.. cant finish this.. im crying na.. be back.. :(
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